Label Maker

You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother’s womb. Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! Your workmanship is marvelous—how well I know it.

Psalm 139:13-14, NLT

For a very long time, let’s just say all my life, I identified as a quitter. I truly believed that’s who I really was. In 2016 I bought the book A Woman Who Doesn’t Quit by Nicki Koziarz and I read it faithfully for four straight days. And then I quit the book about how to quit quitting. If that doesn’t qualify me as a quitter, I’m not sure what would.

But here’s the thing: identifying and identity are not the same thing. It’s like empathy and pain. When you are empathetic you don’t actually feel someone else’s pain, but you can relate to the pain they’re experiencing, usually because you’ve experienced a similar pain yourself. In the same way, if you identify yourself as something – for me it was a quitter – that doesn’t mean you are what you relate to simply because you’ve experienced times of feeling a certain way.

God recently challenged my way of thinking and opened my eyes to this paradox. What we believe we are is based on our experiences; who we actually are is based on how we were created. When God knit me together in my mother’s womb He stitched into my very DNA my true identity. His wonderfully complex creation is irrevocable. Yet from the moment I was born experiences in my life contradicted the truth of my birthright. I began to identify with what I saw – I did not finish the things I started, therefore I am a quitter. So I made a lovely new nametag for myself with purple sharpie in all cap letters that said “Quitter.” I wish that was the only one I made, but there were others… unwanted… broken… ugly… too many to remember them all. But every one was a label I wore, a word that defined me, and I believed that’s who I was.

However, when I started to unpack the concept of identity, I began to realize that my Father, the God of the Bible, did not stitch a single one of those labels into me when He was knitting me. They were all man-made…by others and me. It was synthetic DNA, not the real deal. If you’ve ever been an introvert at a nametagged event then you know the best part of the night is when you finally get to walk out, rip off the nametag, and throw it in the trash. So, that’s what I did. One by one I brought each nametag to the Lord and asked if it was His name for me. When I wasn’t sure, I went to His Word and read what He had to say about me. And one by one I have thrown these one-time use stickers that I’d been wearing for years in the trash.

Every now and then I put on a shirt that still has an old sticker on the front upper left. And if I’m in a hurry and don’t look in the mirror before I jump into my day, I may not even notice it for hours. But when I do, I have to bring it to Him for clarity. Overall, my actions no longer define me. Only my Father has that privilege. When I want to quit (which is still way too often), I can tell myself “I’m not a quitter,” and it works because it’s true!

Do you know another label He didn’t create any of us to wear? Label Maker.

Published by Michaela L. Carson

Michaela L. Carson is a biblically-guided author and speaker who has served in Christian ministry for over 25 years. Gifted with a passion for writing at a young age, Michaela has used this gift to minister to the Church by writing and teaching Bible study curricula for children, small groups, and women. Her involvement in multiple church ministries has blessed her with a unique perspective on discipleship and spiritual disciplines. She has a strong desire to help others experience deeper growth in their walk with Jesus by transparently sharing her own spiritual journey. She considers herself a “recovering perfectionist” because she is learning that if God’s power works best in weakness, then she doesn’t want to be perfect at all. Born in the beautiful Pacific Northwest, Michaela enjoys nothing more than spending time with her husband and daughter. Learn more about her ministry at and follow her on social media: Facebook @deeper.growth.mlc and Instagram @deepergrowth.

9 thoughts on “Label Maker

  1. I hadn’t thought of the labels I lived by as nametags I used for myself. Thought stimulating. Thanks for sharing this in the Flourish Writers Retreat today.


    1. Thank you for reading it! God has been teaching me so much the past few years (my whole life, but I’m becoming a better listener!) and I love to share what I’m learning in the hope that someone else may need it too.


  2. This was on point. I, too wore labels that God did not agree with. I now know I am royalty and have all authority. My true label!


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